erm.. i just read Connor’s blog… i’m extremely.. hurt. haha. lmfao… idk wts. hahaha erm.. just..
*sticks a gun to my head*
lol……. no, i wont do that^^ i’m not stupid. i’m not weak.. i’m stronger than that.. just.. idk.. i thought
he’d miss me.. ya know? just a bit? maybe a lot. maybe i dont mean much to him anymore.. maybe we
are better off seperated… maybe i’m done dreaming. maybe i dont want to think a bout a yellow tree anymore.
family, friends, this.. haha, i sure know how to live life with stress and pain. ugh… i just wanna fall down now..
uuggghhhhhh………… get over it melanie… i feel disgusted with myself.. seriously? i’m fuckin hung over that guy
and i need to get the fuck away… disappear, change my name and looks, and just.. run. keep running..
i miss ppl… including him…