i want to write something meaningful but i can’t. i want to write something that describes what a horrible person i am but what more can i say without sounding like an absolute fool? is that what i’m missing? words to actually make people pity me? words so that i disgust them? cuz i can do that… but idk…. if i want to…
i want to write something of losing someone… of finding someoene and losing them. earlier, i started writing about something like that. it was almost like a ballad. but then i lost everything cuz something happene to the internet. i’d rewrite it but idk if i can.. if i can remember it, if i can handle it.. cuz i started writing it for a reason. i don’t want to remember that reason or feeling. so what do i do?
i want to write another story but i want to keep that story. i want to have that story back and continue writing it but i dont want to rewrite it.
i wish it could magically reappear…
 
 
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