it’s the sound of the beats that calms us down
the way the guitars mixes together as one
we love how the rhythm takes us and let us be
we love the way our minds just becomes somthing else
we love to close our eyes nd let it carry us
it’s the way it makes us feel
It’s a shame to know that when it’s all over with
you’l be gone and i will to
it’s all a hoke, a show to say
haha i lied, it’s nothing today
but it’s always nothing, this thing between us
it’s more than nothing, it seems like a fuss
lol idk what i’m saying
but i do know one thing
it’s a shame to say that thing you said
when it wasn’t even true
and it’s a shame that i said it back
when it was
ayways, off the topic, or o it
it’s a bad shame
because this is all stupid lol
the most amazing thing i ever did was..
make a toast at a wedding.
make a sermon
spreaded the love to strangers i didn’t know
helped a woman with her children
babysat for my cousins
bungeed jumped off the eiffle tower
make a record for a singer
meeting famous ppl
but maybe i want to..
i feel like crying my ass off. i feel like dying. i feel like the pain’s so deep and i feel like nothing can heal it.
lol. it’s just one of those days where you gotta fake it. i feel like it’s too painful to fake it but i do anyways.
idky… it hurts so bad…
i dont even wanna write about it. waste of blog right here…… blah. lmao
Dear No one,
he says he loves me to no end.
he says he can’t see himself with me.
my broken heart’s unable to withstand the pain
sometimes i ask
how can i still feel it?
how can it still be so raw?
how can i be in pain after my heart’s been broken
once too many times…
my heart’s unable to fix itself
no matter how hard i try
it’ll remain as shattered as when you left
and it’ll remain unfixed til…
i wonder how long it’ll be before i’m ok
i wonder how long it’ll take for it to heal
i thought this time it’ll be true
i thought this time you’ll be the one
but i also thought that you loved me
so i guess everything i thought was wrong
my heart, my soul, my everything
they’re all too broken
they’re all too in pain
they’re all too much to explain.
everything’s too much to take.
too much to take in.
too much to keep.
too much of
everything i need.
my back hurts like frick!!!!
all of this frustration
i’m losing my concentration
i cant think without u here
i cant think with u so near.
all of this hatred built up inside me
what am i to do when u leave me be?
come on, baka, tell me something new
is it really me? or was it you?
it’s all too much, the feelings within
but it’s never enough without all the sins
though the hearts break with each ache
the rocks will be fixed, just like mistakes
stretch out ur hand once more, i wanna say
but i guess we both know it’s better this way
i still think of you, i just want you to know
that nothing’s changed in my heart since u let me go.
roses are red, violets are blue
im in love
in love for you
lilies are white, sakuras are pink
in my mind, you’re there
in my mind i think
flowers are wild, flowers are sweet
there’s no one else
i love or need
dont love me anymore cuz i dont think i want it now
i’ve been waiting for close to a year
i wanted it so bad.
i even got on my knees.
i cried everyday, i cried every night
i begged for you back
i begged for your love.
i was so desperate.. just for you
dont love me anymore
cuz i dont think i’d be able to handle it
i hate knowing that you….
idk what to do anymore..
dont tell me u love me cuz i’ll think it’d just be a lie
dont tell me u care
cuz i don’t anymore..
dont u dare tell me to not cry
dont u dare tell me to forgive you
dont u DARE tell med that you’re sorry
and dont u DARE tell me u love me.
dont love me anymore cuz i’m done with the BS
dont love me anymore cuz i’m done with the pain
dont love me anymore just cuz i still love u
n dont love me anymore cuz….